I've been reading letters that I wrote to Karin when I was pregnant with her, and when she was a baby. It's been fun, it's been emotional... it's been a wake up call that time does not slow down... it speeds up!
I remember how grown up I thought I was back then. Looking back now, I realize I was just a baby myself at age 21!!
I had no idea then, how my life would be NOW. And frankly.... I regret a lot of choices I made. I do wish I could turn back the clock and get a "do-over" in some areas.
But, when it comes down to it.... I like the person I AM... I'm a GOOD person. That is what counts.
I have many blessings. I have people who love me. I have a lot of love in my heart for a lot of people. I'm content with that.
We can't change the past. But we can create a future. It's all up to us.