Thursday, July 3, 2014

It's been awhile..........

I actually forgot I have a blog.

Not that anybody reads it anyway. I use it mostly to release frustrations, or celebrate joy. Whenever the mood strikes.

Guess I haven't been too moody lately.

Actually I've had another bout of back trouble and right now I'm on steroids (Methylprednisolone). I read the side effects and nearly chucked the whole box into the trash. But so far, so good. I actually LIKE how it makes me feel. I have tons of energy and my back pain has gone from a 7.9 to a 1. So that is awesome.

Work has been, well, shall we say stressful. More stressful than usual. Had a caller last week who was enraged and claimed that he invested his life savings in our stock and lost everything and he was so mad he threatened to come down here. So we called the cops who told us to take it seriously because these days you never know if someone will come with guns blazing or a bomb. So we all got sent home. Since then we have had an armed security guard on site. Dang.... not good.

I got hooked on the show "Cake Boss". I'm one of those people who do marathons of a show.... and I have watched 10 seasons in 2 weeks. I'm now starting to get a little sick of Buddy. He has turned into an arrogant prick. Fame has gone to his head. He isn't as nice anymore... or maybe 10 seasons of him has just taken its toll on my nerves. Either way.......... I'm done with it for now.

My newest grandbaby is an absolute doll. My golly I love being a grandma. My soon-to-be newest grandbaby is a girl who I love already just looking at her ultrasound picture. But I won't get to know her as well as I want to because her mommy and daddy are moving to San Francisco in a couple weeks. Boo hoo. No, I'm really glad for them to have this journey. I'm just sad for ME and that is selfish.

I'm excited to see my kids as they grow and mature and take on all these jobs and responsibilities and become wonderful productive adults. Soon my nest will be empty and that is going to be very very hard on me. I have never, ever, in my life, been alone. NEVER. I'm not sure I can do it.

Anyhow, summer is upon us. But not for long. We are half way through the year already. Time just flies. Too fast. It's scaring me.

Well, time to get back to work. Just wanted to make sure I don't get deleted from the blog world. LOL